younowbearwitness:

newtovegan:

letseatsomeplants:

I found this really interesting

just goes to show how bad it’s really gotten

Wow, that’s interesting.

They moved the prom date to March 2. Still haven’t decided if I would go. Eeep. More time to lose weight though. I know I was lighter a couple months back but meh. I’m still thinking. What do you guys think? To go or not to?

Haven’t done this in a while..

04 - your greatest fears about weight loss.

Greatest fear would have to be either not reaching my UGW because of my laziness or not reaching my UGW because it goes lower and lower. I have a lot of fear concerned with weight loss. I’m afraid I won’t lose enough to make me feel like I’m perfect or I would lose enough that I look sick. I’m afraid and I guess that sets me back a bit. But my goal right now is just to look pass these fears and reach a healthy weight.

05 - why do you really want to lose this weight? are you doing it for you?

I want to lose weight since I just want to. I’ve been overweight for all my life and I’m sick of it. I’m tired of being the fat friend, the friend who says “Delete that picture!” when she looks fat in it. I’m tired of being the girl who pulls on her shirt when it’s being sucked in by her belly. I’m sick of that so I’m doing this for myself. I’m doing this so I won’t be that girl anymore. Yes, there are some other factors as why I want to lose weight. Yes, there is a guy. Yes, there are clothes, Yes, there are other shit. But over all, this is just for me and for getting fit.

06 - do you binge? if so, explain why you think you do.

I’ve always had a problem with the word binge. I don’t exactly know when I’ve binged or when I haven’t. I guess, my definition of binge is if I eat too much food that I shouldn’t really eat. It doesn’t really matter if it’s too much, as long as it’s unnecessary calories, it’s a binge. Very unhealthy, I know, but that’s how my mind’s set up. So, idk, yes, maybe I do binge…I just don’t know to what extent.

07 - do your parents know you’re trying to lose weight? do they care?

My parents actually know I’m losing weight. They’ve watched me go down to 133lbs and back up to 154lbs in two months. They’re pretty supportive of my weight loss as long as I don’t go overboard…And I’m trying to make it look like I’m not going overboard. With my condition right now, they’re pretty okay with me going to the gym and getting a workout. It’s good for me now.

I just couldn’t resist. I stepped on a scale today. I know I promised I won’t get on until March 2 but I just couldn’t. I feel like I’m not accomplishing anything if I don’t look into a scale. I feel like I’m not losing anything so I just had to check if it was working. And it was! I didn’t check how much I weigh, I just checked if my weight’s under 150lbs now and it is. I don’t know the exact number and I won’t get to know until March 2. I REALLY SWEAR THIS TIME!!!

PLS reblog if you’re a weightloss or fitness blog, in need of more followers!

takesmotivation:

I’ll follow you back when I wake up! Pls reblog!! :)

i wanna be skinnny

because i want to look cute with a belly ring.

because i want to look good in that little black dress.

because i want a cute butt.

because i want to sit down and have my stomach still be flat.

because i don’t want to have a muffin top.

because i want to be a successful before and after picture.

because i want to have confidence.

THIS.